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Friday, 06 November 2009

  • now that 3 people got some what layed off. one person totoally left and got a new job, good for her... i feel like the one person i could vent with and talk to about random things about is no more. i cant talk about getting married to one girl  because she just had a kid and has a 4 yr old and living with her bf... and would rather get a house than use the money on a wedding. err. she is one of those ppl i think i have to really watch what i say around. and i think she is mad at me because i threw away her black bulletin paper which i didnt know was hers, that she bought it. she didnt tell me so too bad you lose woman. and i think this other teacher told her what i said " if you dont tell me i dont know so oh well" or something like that. its freakin paper! and i think they think i dont work hard enough as a team with them. um well if i am out of the loop then ya i wont know. they decided i get break first so they can plan but th eother teacher didnt tell me that is the reason but i got the smartz and i can figure things out without anyone telling me.  the other teacher i work with has been really mean to me all week. like saying really rude sarcastic things like HAVE FUN--- WITH ____<- KIDS NAME.  and leaves.

     

    its like um i was nice to give you my hours/ and i never would say that to her when i would leave early. shes done it all day. next week im going to tell her off. im going to say " you know what , your sarcasm is rude and its really getting old"

    " and it really hurts me when you say that" and guess what i am going to say this in front of the kids.... if she catches me in a bad moment. she says things to me in front of the kids... so why cant i tell it to her? im going straight to the source, as always. i give it a week to dye and its only getting worse so watch out its my bday monday and if you treat me like crap again you are going down sista!

    and to top it off this girl knew i have been having break downs all week. like on the verge of quitting no i didnt say that part... but she knew i was having a hard time with the kids... and she does this to me? no more women, you are on your last strike and im about to bat!

    so ya i think she is mad maybe cause

    1- the closing teacher started saying non of the other teachers help take a load of her and my shoulders since we have no aides. and i agreed cause we are honestly the only ones that do clean up. i mean i can see how those other teachers can feel like they have put their effert into other things so they dont need to help. but honestly come on ladies. i just think if they complain they are chubby then dont talk to me cause chub gets lost thru action.so with that said! i think she is mad cause the closing teacher i work with told her to clean up to help us before she leaves. well--- i didnt know this. and i was wondering where she was. i went inside for my break and nopticed it was clean. then later before she left i yelled thank you for cleaning up and i think she thought i was sarcastic because she never said youre welcome ms kim, instead she said....

    "HAVE FUN WITH _____" INSERT CHILDS NAME THERE

    i was so shocked she said that i had no words to say back. i was like errrr huh? and really was hurt.

    and it hasnt stopped since. she still says stuff like that. im so weirded out by this.

    2- her and the other teacher think i dont help them

     

    thats all i can think adam is sitting here reading this so i need to stop.

     

    lol- us laughing

    me-would you like to say anything

    adam- reading that line again

    adam laughed

    he wont stop laughing!

    would you like to say anything? -,e

    no- adam

    adam read the line again-

    stop reading it!- kim

    adam laughing

    me laughing

    when is this going to end?!@!!!!

    adam and kim laughing

    bye! i cant stop! auuuuuuugh!!!!!!!

Wednesday, 04 November 2009

  • jon wanted to do something nice since he felt like i was having a bad week or day. we went to pasta connection after work. it did make me happy. that was sweet of him to spend his last pennies on me.

    all i have to say is im done. i mean even though i am done doesnt mean i can really be done... i have no choice. the other choice is to be broke. i cant find a job that pays good if its not nanny and with kids and with kids good pay doesnt mean really good it just means i have a lil more reason to be paid a tiny bit higher. sigh....................... no choice.

Tuesday, 03 November 2009

  • i really dont have energy for c.a.f. if im working full time.

    i wish there was a nanny job where i could get all my hours in like 3 days. i know someone that is doing that. not bad at all.

Sunday, 01 November 2009

Saturday, 31 October 2009

  • okay---

    so---

    i recorded Time & Time Again last night

    www.myspace.com/bisbridgie

    i think it came out fairly listenable.

    sounds less high pitched.

    next is a Christmas song but the egg baby song first. i shall practice cause its short and looks easy but somehow i just cant get it right. hmfffft!

    i will do it tho and try my best.

    and i am really going to learn bass, not joking!

     

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